by Jodi
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| My incredible family all dressed up for a wedding - May 2012 |
I have always been a tomboy. My poor mom would send me to school all prim and proper and
I’d emerge hours later a bedraggled mess – socks around my ankles, hair in tangles,
uniform askew. I tried to be a
lady. Really I did. But being the recess tetherball
champion carried more clout than being ladylike so my mom resigned herself to
mending holey tights and slapping band-aids on perpetually skinned knees.
I was exposed to team sports in 7th grade and athletics
became my passion. I was no super
star, but quickly realized that discipline and consistent hard work result in
improvement. I took pride in being
part of a team, sharing both the pain of defeat and the glory of victory. It
was as an athlete that I experienced the power of encouragement, embraced the
spirit of competition, and learned the strength of endurance. Pushing myself harder, longer and
faster was empowering.
A large part of my identity through high school, college,
and early adulthood was being an athlete. I met my husband, Curt, on the softball field. We got engaged on roller blades. I wore white tennis shoes under my fancy wedding dress. Yes – really.
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| what was I thinking? |
When Curt started graduate school, we learned to run
together. Those after-dinner hours
running the Lake Michigan neighborhood around our apartment were the only concentrated
time we had together during the week. Curt, true to his personality, methodically added mileage over
time. I ran in fits and
starts. Some days I felt like I
could run forever so I ran fast and furious. Other days it was all I could do to make it out of the
parking lot without feeling like I might keel over and die.
Our flirtation with running didn’t last. Curt graduated and we fell headfirst
into babies. They came in
rapid-fire succession (1-2-3-4) and my life consisted of diapers, nursing,
trips to the park, and years of interrupted sleep. I tried to get back
into some form of regular exercise but motivation was as hard to come by as
sleep. When our youngest
daughter was 11 months old, I had an epiphany. I still thought of myself as an athlete but in reality I was
an exhausted, overweight, out-of-shape mom who got winded walking up the
stairs.